lie and say i do

You want me to love you.
I could lie and say I do,
Won’t it mean more if I say it when I’m ready to? 

You want something that ties you to me?
To make meaning of this mess?

I guess. 

I could say it if you want me to,
we both know it isn’t true.
It isn’t enough for me,
how could it ever be enough for you?